IVF Meds are making my recovery not so EASY

Today, I am on my 9th night of "LOOPY" lupron and 1st night of 225ul of Follicstim. The side effects are headache(Check) and moodiness. I am getting very irritable and cranky for no reason, I don't like the way I feel. My husband is unhappy and supportive but it is not easy on him. When he did IVF with his EX , he was not involded at all and was just a "Sperm donor", they should never have had been married. But, B"H they have together 2 wonderful boys! Anyhow my husband was a into porn, as an addict and gave his X wife little to no attention during her IVF. He is B"H the oppsite with me and very understanding and trying to not get upset with my IVF meds Moody outbursts. I can admit that with this past year of therpy, I have some control for my Moody outburst but not fully. I know he hated what his X wife was like during her IVF and he turned to porn. We have a better realtionship then is previous marrige and he says that unlike his X wife , I don't hold my feelings in but I share them with my husband and he finds it wonderful, I tell him when I am going to yell or cry or laugh, which is good but what if he can't take it and falls into a bad pattern. He has not acted out since May 2006, Why my crazy IVF meds makes me think that my moody actions will be a negative to his recoveries! Now, I am going to go!